I had a meeting on Monday. The title of which was an ominous, 'Shikha, what is your plan? Batao'. It's been six months since I made my plans (or lack thereof) of trying to start an agency public. And despite wringing my hands over this decision and asking a lot of people what they think I should do (grateful to everyone who was generous with their time), I'm exactly where I was six months back - caught in a twilight zone of being independent and having a beta version of agency.

So today, as the world ventures out to play pickleball, I sit here making a pros & cons list. It helps, apparently. We'll find out.

๐—ฆ๐˜๐—ฎ๐˜†๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐—ฆ๐—ผ๐—น๐—ผ (๐—ฆ๐—ฆ) - ๐—ฃ๐—ฟ๐—ผ: Full creative control. You get to set and uphold your own standards.

๐—ฆ๐—ฆ - ๐—–๐—ผ๐—ป: I will get replaced. By a younger human who uses "drip" unironically? By AI? By a combination of both? (The horror.) Like one younger human asked me the other day, "Do you think you'll be the golden child of advertising for another eight years?" (Didn't have the heart to tell her I'm a bronze child at best.) But it's true. There's no saying how long I'll be relevant. I already struggle to understand what a Ganji Chudail is and why she's famous. But if I were to build an agency, then I'd still be relevant on account of the agency? Maybe. Hopefully.

๐—ฆ๐—ฆ - ๐—ฃ๐—ฟ๐—ผ: You actually get to do creative work. But if this becomes an agency, you'll have to do admin work. Do we need an office? Who looks at the P&L? How many accounts do we need to cover salaries? How many people do we need to cover all accounts? Which artisanal blend of coffee says we're cool, without forcing us to sign on another account?

๐—ฆ๐—ฆ - ๐—–๐—ผ๐—ป: You can't scale alone. Over the last few weeks, I've had to say no to at least four briefs. Meanwhile, one team is winning 'Agency Of The Year', another is raising investor money, and I'm sitting here saying "There, there" to my bruised ego.

๐—”๐—ด๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฐ๐˜† - ๐—ฃ๐—ฟ๐—ผ: It'll finally force me to have a creds deck and a nicer website instead of saying, "Erm... here's my portfolio; here's my LinkedIn. Hope this helps :)" when prospective clients reach out.

๐—”๐—ด๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฐ๐˜† - ๐—–๐—ผ๐—ป: What is a creds deck? Why do we still need one in 2025, please?! ๐Ÿ˜ญ

๐—”๐—ด๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฐ๐˜† - ๐—ฃ๐—ฟ๐—ผ: Will fulfil ambitions of being a boss lady. I keep whining about how there aren't enough female leaders in advertising and I can maybe fix that in my own small way? Also, mom will be proud.

๐—”๐—ด๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฐ๐˜† - ๐—–๐—ผ๐—ป: Will lose final dregs of sanity in the process.

๐—”๐—ด๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฐ๐˜† - ๐—ฃ๐—ฟ๐—ผ: Will have a name and therefore an answer to, "What do we call your team?" (I've used Unnamed Agency Co., Shikha Gupta & Co., and "Uhm..." interchangeably to answer this question) and "How do we credit you in this PR article?" (I've used Writer, Independent Creative Director and Chief Nervous Wreck interchangeably to answer this question).

๐—”๐—ด๐—ฒ๐—ป๐—ฐ๐˜† - ๐—–๐—ผ๐—ป: See screenshots

Okay, this hasn't helped. Back to wringing my hands for another six months now.


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